Staring at you through bloodshot eyes and tears

rules

1. list only 8 facts about yourself

2. you must then tag 8 poeople on buzznet( only 8)

3. you must go to their page and comment and tell them 2 read yours

1) i love to read

2) i have major trust issues

3) i think that if you like someone go for it and dont let them slip through your fingers

4) if you tell half of the truth its not lying flat out you just left some of the truth out

5) if i could choose 1 thing that everyone should have 2 eat it'd be pizza with cheese and mushrooms

6) i've become more rebelous in the past 2 years

7) i think that if you have more than 1 bff then your super lucky and shouldnt mess it up

8) no matter what happens to you it's supposed 2 happen is 1 of my strongest beliefs

 

i'm tagging emogirlheartspatd, deadpixie, mychemqueen, headfirstforhalos01, frankierosmistress, gothchick1, 5daggeredhearts, missyk

1. i love love love 2 stay up late iming random people on buzznet.

2. i have major trust issues when it comes 2 guys so it takes me a while 2 bond with them.

3. i love to annoy my parents

4. im like always fucking grounded!(like right now.)

5. im addictaed(however you spell it) 2 skittles

6. im trying 2 get 1000 friends by next july

7. i think you should let people do their own thing

8. i feel really lucky 2 have 2 bff's Jessica, and Josh!

 

 since i was tagged i guess i have 2 tag some people 2 so

 emogirlheartspatd, deadpixie, frankierosmistress(sorry if i spelled your name wrong), and hmm headfirstforhalos01

       After the show

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"I had so much fun."

"Yeah, so did I."

Everyone is talking at once.

"Hey you guys!" Someone calls to them.

"Who is that?" Tiffany asks looking over her shoulder.

"I don't know." Amanda answers.

"Hey stop!" They call again.

"We'd better stop." Chelsea says

"Finally!"

"It's ... it's..." Amanda is speechless.

"Yes Amanda it's Pete." Jessica says in her duh we know this voice.

"Frankie managed to get a pretty good picture of you guys and said you were pretty down to earth."

"Really?" Tiffany asks looking surprised.

"Yes."

"Well I'm Chelsea, this is Jessica, this is Tiffany, and the one with the glassy look is Amanda. She sorta likes you."

"Alot of girls do."

"Oh don't be so pompous." Tiffany said looking the other way with a smile on her face.

"Just stating the facts."

"Sure." Chelsea says laughing.

"You guys wanna come backstage with us? We won't be leaving for a while."

"Sure!" They answer in unison.

 

Jessica,Amanda, Chelsea, and Tiffany climb out of the crowed car and run to the long line for the concert. Tonight they were going to see My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, and Panic! at the disco! "It's the perfect concert.... well almost." Amanda sighed. " Why do you say that? It's going to be awesome." Jessica asks. "It'd be perfect it we could meet them." "True, but dont ruin it by looking at that one lil' point. Look at the big picture. It's Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the disco, and My Chemical romance. How often does that happen?" "Yeah, but I want to show them something." "What?" "You'll see. I'll get back there one way or another!" Amanda said with determination. "Sure you will, and I'm the queen of England." "Fine don't believe me, but you'll see. I can be very persausive." "Uh... okay." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ BACKSTAGE "PETE!!!!!" Patrick screams. "What, Patrick?" "Nothing i just felt like it." " Well stop it makes me feel like I'm five again." "Have you guys seen my white loafers?" Frankie asks walking through. "Nope, sorry man." Joe answers. "Damn I need them." " You have like six pairs right there!" Brendon says in disbelief. "Yeah I know but I want those." "Frankie, you left them on the bus!" Gerard calls from the mirror. "Oh yeah.(runs out of the building into the back of Jessica) "Oh sorry...." "Jessica." "Oh well I'm..." "Frankie." Amanda says cutting him off. "I'm Amanda, she's Jessica, that's Chelsea, and she's Tiffany." "Well I've got to get my shoes out of the bus." "Okay, see you at the show... or in the show." Jessica calls to him. "That was weird." Jessica comments. "Yeah, but I got a great picture of him!" Chelsea notes. "Oh, let me see!" Tiffany begs. "Don't worry you will." Chelsea says putting her camera away for the concert.

ok guys its not fair 2 judge them because of what pete's done! who cares if they've changed they still rock and i personally think its bullshit 2 stop liking them and theyre music because of petes nude pics oh well we've all made mistakes and that was a big 1 but its old news damn get something new 2 bitch about! they rock! i no some of you may think its bullshit that im writing this but i felt moved!get the fuck over it~!!!!!!!

well sinci i last posted a journal bout our new dog Abby more than 1 thing has gone wrong! ive had so much 2 do and so little time! i fell like my bf doesnt care nemore and that my bff is pissed at me 4 no good reason! not 2 metion our new dog has shit in the house atleast 4 times she cant help it she tries 2 let us no we just miss the clues or its late at nite when were all asleep! shes left a big pile in my room but i dc bout that i just want 2 feel like i matter 2 some one neone i wouldnt care who just someone who nos i egist(however you spell it!) this is really hard 2 type cuz i sprained my wrist 2day so it hurts like hell! ive had 2 grow up alot since i turned 16 2 months ago! ive realized love isnt always as it seems and just because you love someone doesnt mean they love you back! i sont want pity i dont want alot of things i just want love and acceptance! its hard 2 let people no how you feel but ive learned that if you let someone neone no it makes you feel better!

 

i think people should love one another unconditionally and never stop loving them no matter what they do! heartache hurts but if you lose them and ur mad at them u feel guilty and its no good ur already gunna feel bad but the guilt makes it worse!(no no one has died in my family recently) my cousin is gunna have a baby soon and it makes me feel alive 2 no im gunna have a new baby cousin! the 4th of this month i realized how much love i have in my family! every1 loves me 4 me and i love them 4 them it doesnt matter what we look like or what we like were close and it doesnt matter! i may be the only 1 who likes my music in my family but thats what sets me apart frm them but its also what makes them love me because were not all the same! people should stop being so stuck up and just deal with it differntiality is what makes the world great! LOVE PEOPLE 4 WHO THEY ARE NOT WHAT THEY WEAR!!!!!!!!!

 i love all my friends,

elmosgurlpete123

 

well my mom is out getting our new dog Abby! i have no clue what she looks like but im possitive shes cute!(arent all dogs?) neways i cant wait til she gets here! well thats all cuz she should be here soon!YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont no what to write but i feel like doin somethin'... so here it is! lol .... ok i guess thats all!

 i hope that all my friends are ok and havin' fun!.... its summer GO WILD!!!!!!!! i want all my friends 2 no i love you all dearly you have no clue how much you help me! it seems like 1 of you is always here 2 help or give advice or just talk 2! i appreciate every latenite convo. and even the chain mail that drives me crazy! i hope you no ill always help you neway i can! i want you to no its heartfelt! well love you guys!

i realized that people on mtv are just trying to make it and we shoulnt critize them 4 wanting something better. yes im writhing this in response 2 1 of  my friends journals that really pissed me off! but i still belive that if some1 can do something 2 make it better then they should go 4 it being on mtv doesnt make you a sellout but if you think about it your getting you music or whatever makes you happy out there 4 other people 2 c and nothing is wrong with that so there and pete maybe on page six of just about everyteen mag. but its not like he tells them where 2 put his pics and articles so maybe people should look at this frm every point of view and not just as oh its mtv (that hasnt been about music since it started) they must not care what people think about theyre music and well more like well they want people 2 no what theyre about and get theyre music out there! just cause theyre not on fuse everyweek doesnt mean anything right now fob cant help it about fuse read petes journal and youll see that well its out of theyre hands. i just hope it gets figured out soon! stop worrin' bout what happens on mtv and well notice that all they do is get people to hear what theyre making and furthering theyre careers. thats what i think and i hope people notice that i dont want 2 start shit just point out that its not theyre fault what the mag and tv put out there about them!

well ive solved my problems with boyfriend/friend thing yay we finally decided 2 go 4 it yay! i dk how itll work with 2 different schools and ... well i dk hes sorta insane lol! i dk what he thinks he yelled yay so i guess its a good sign lol and well he... i dk now that i think about it i dk alot of things! lol

well 16 4 a week and i already have guy trouble not that i didnt have i b4 just no its a bff that likes me! im so confused what should i do? if u have ne answers tell me plz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 YAY!!!!!!! I finally made it 2 16! and its about time! lol          HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!!!!!!!! well i was a mothers day gift frm god as my mom says but it seems well sorta ironic! lol if you cant tell im bored! i finally got cute is what we aim for's cd yay! lol 1 smashed stereo is horrible but i got a new 1 yay my dad came in last monday and well ... smashed it with the godevil! ( for those of you who dont no what it is it splits wood using a wedge and weight) srry i hate the south so i try not to show 2 much info but i have to no that cuz if i dont i get in trouble! well u  dont have2 help ur annoying lil bro bust wood! BABBLE BABBLE!!!!!!!!!! LOL

my rents grounded me from the computer how am i supposed to live without my 'puter time? HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!